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You broke the mold
They’re draining out your blood while you lay their silent
(I’ll survive if we’re outside)
You cracked the code
You’re heading toward the light while they bang on your eyelids
(I’m all question marks)
Some get caught up in indecision
Some own up to their bad decisions
We’re all alone
You found me in the flood but the rain was silent
(Don’t make it right by drawing lines)
We’re all the One
You taught me how to dance when the song gets violent
(your pen has died)
Some regret making no decision
There’s no such thing as no decision
Starlight, struggle, tear soaked, anything
They’re draining out your blood while you lay their silent
Straight lines, be kind, rarely, everything
You taught me how to dance when the song gets violent
GOD, I’m all out of words tonight
Let us sit alone
There is no one alive in sight
We are ALL alone
Come in if you can, and stay till it’s late, break in your new shoes, drink in her smile
Give up if you can, on trying to change, we’ll drink from this cup, and stay a while
Come in if you can, and stay till it’s late, break in your new shoes, drink in her smile
(Holy, mortal, fireside, a cannibal)
Hold out while you can, marry your best friend, carry ‘round the curse of knowing Right
(Eyes closed, wind-burned, dissolve, swallow your tail)
Douse me in light, break at the knees
Carry me high-er than the trees
Faking play nice, images burned
Scars covered up, a You-niverse
Bury your name, just fit into place, give in to Love, make room for space
GOD in a fuck, hurry to be late, step into your luck, you’re no lost case
Throw coins in the well, kick dust on the path, tell stories of how you made it all
(Call out my name, no recognition, your lips are under the earth now)
Throw coins in the well, kick dust on the path, Tell stories of how you made it all
(Forget your name, fall into alignment, go with the Flow, you’re Be-ing Now)
They could not communicate anything much clearer
They never indicate any peace to the hearer
You can overestimate what it’s worth when you’re nearer
I could never find my way to the back of the mirror
(The shadows cast now inte-grateful for all that is right Now, integrated castaways, Light)
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I CALL YOUR NAME
BEAT IN THE CAVERNOUS HEART
YOU ECHO BACK
STARE INTO VASTNESS UNKNOWN
YOU KNOW MY NAME
TO BE THE BEING I AM
WITHOUT A FACE
NOTHING AS HARD AS IT SEEMS
HEARTS CANNOT BREAK
HELLO MY BUILDING BLOCKS
RUNAWAYS HOME
WE CO-CREATE WITH WITH YOU
PLOTS THOUGH THEY QUAKE
YOU’RE RAW MATERIAL
GOD IN THE DIRT
GLORY IMAGINAL
CLEARLY I SEE IN THE DARK WITHOUT
EYE SEE THE THINGS WE CREATE IN THE
DARKNESS PROVIDES EVERY SEED WHAT IT
NEEDS ARE MET EASILY, GOOD FLOWS TO
ME
IT’S ME YOU’RE FEELING FOR
THIS STEP, THIS BREATH,
IT’S WHAT YOU KNOW AS YOUR SELF
YOU’RE WHAT YOUR REACHING FOR
YOUR SPACE IN TIME,
IT’S RAW MATERIAL
I FOUND YOUR NAME
DEEP IN THE MYSTERY CODES
NO TURNING BACK
FEET INTO AERATED EARTH
I AM THAT I AM
SO IMPOSSIBLE, I
IN SOLITUDE
REMAIN THE BEST ON MY TEAM
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VERSE-1
Whether you are ready or not I’m coming at you like
Initiation climbing the staff in the laboratory
Salamanders, undines, and gnomes exchange water for fire
Transmutation base into Gold, the Sylph to take one higher
CHORUS
Into the ground, the wheel of “I” suspended
Into the sound, the Am is resurrected
“I” is the breeze moving yet unaffected
“Am” is unfound, yet underneath the sexes
Carefully found, the wheel of time has ended
Circling around, the ouroboros winded
“Eye” cannot See if deposit detected
“Am” is the crown, the ceiling and the nexus
VERSE-2
Ouroboros matter of Sol, electric kundalini
Nourishing the serpent of fire the elementals kindle
Parasitic “I” of the mind, who thinks oneself a master
Getting one passed Brahma the seminal begins to dwindle
BRIDGE
In the dead of night, I Am awake in my
Bedroom lights creating shadows all a
Round we go, I Am afraid of my
GOD I’m right wrong good and bad, I Am That (I AM)
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I lost my way back that night
Now every day, and every night
Has been about me making my climb
I found my way back inside
Now all I hear, and every sight
Is screaming out, “this isn’t your life”
We live on fire, we’re breaking free
The paralyzed aren’t moving on
My lostness was just a dream
Now every night, I sink into Life
My lullaby is void of a plot
Projected onto a screen
Now every beat and scene is empty
Each character is not what it seems
My Holy Ghost haunted me
“I” was a ruse made only of thought
Cause I Am That which I was seeking
All are informations streams
Sparks fired off from Source in the dark
The astral light is magickally seen
I saw my name was a word
Two syllables, their moving mouth parts
My mother did the best that she could
In essence we are no thing
The opposite of “we are all one”
The underside, a flip of a coin
And you inspire new thoughts, a seed
We improvise, the Light is on
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I caught a glimpse of her, mirrored from far behind
I felt a thirst inside, the future looked so bright
I offered up a prayer, the gods were locked up tight
I never feared the worst, cause destiny is mine
Father, you’re breaking me down!
Sister, you’re scream’s without sound!
I caught a glimpse of her, lonely in silhouette
I savored every sigh, and drank in every breath
The more I tasted life, the more I let it go
I never feared the best, cause naked we must go
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(Instrumental)
There is a dark, but rose colored sky
And you are large, but scared of the night
Clouds come and go, and you feel your pain
You threw your pills down into the drain
The mountain is steep, the valley is low
But you are large, you carry your load
The crowds come and go, but she always stays
The girl you knew was never afraid of being afraid, of being afraid…
Slow down my Heart
Your Fire’s too hot
Go with the flow, try not to force it
Make no escape, sit still and awkward
Burn bright my Heart
Know well your worth
Feel and let go, try not to fake it
You’re on your own, but you can make it
(Instrumental)
There is a dark, but rose colored sky
And you are known for reaching too high
(Instrumental)
You caught me alone, magical circle
I heard the doorbell, call goes to voicemail
Temple of Isis, Love under the Law, Invoke the elementals
Alchemies of old, do not fail me Now, ignore the little nasties
Engage her free Will, never to override, putting in the overtime
Create talisman, sigils to commission, guard Hermes’ chalice well
Holy Spirit inside another, post this reddit, share with your brother
Work in secret under a cover, monofocal, work for your lover
Call it what you will, I’m not your average player
Keep it in the box, save the best for later
I Am someone’s son, she is someone’s daughter
I will drink it all, peel back every layer
If you play your cards, and you magnetize
I
You feel your heart, and you know your mind
When the moment comes, you will know it’s right
You can trust your gut up the mountainside
Time slows down
GOD’s inside
Time is Now
Silent mind
Covered in layers of old sensibilities
Fashioned in spite of entropic proclivities
Covered in layers of dust and fragility
Captioned by those who have opened their Eye to See
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released December 26, 2023